Tears down my face .....

It was long time after that I reached bangalore ..excited to meet my frnds after tat all hardships i had went thru ...I had compltly changed only few cld regonize me with bit of difficulty ...I have lot of frnds at bangalore Of all I wanted to meet 2 gud old childhood frnds Kiran and Revathi the two very best of mine .More than frnds they are part of our family..... amongst them Revathi is very special for me .She is just 3 days younger to me.. born at same hospital .we wr in the same class from kindergarden to higher secondary . Our both families wr close most of the time I used to be at thr house than at mine we both r very close frnds... evry one has frnds but out of that only one r two will be with whom u feel comfortable to share every personal issues..she was that one frnd for me with whom I was comfortable with ......................She has been with me in all stages of my life ....I stil remember at one stage wr my mind was at most f all and she was the one who helped me come out of it ...I dono how things wld have gone bad if she wasnt thr with me at that time :-l .When evr i met her the one thing with she greets me is with her inocent smile which has no expectations .A very good cook ..She has prepared somany dishes for me when evr I went home and infact i used to force her to cook for me :) n tease her pull her legs n never ever made a gud comment on the food she prepared ...
She is very scared of ghost stories. u start one u can find her crying the next minute..she had this fear even when she was doing MBA :) .......

I had report to Mumbai for my job so i went to meet her the day before ..This meeting was after 7 months so I had called up n as usual she used to never pickup my call. this had happened many times tat she had not recieved my calls ..So I went met her... she had put on bit wieght ... I actualy wanted scold her for not recieving my call this time .But that innocent smile with a cute face anyone wil fall for that :)....We spoke for abt 4 hrs just teasing each other making stories ...n talking abt our school days ...It was time for me to go as I had early morning flight so left her home at 9:00Pm .. she had got a job at that time so when I was abt to leave she got sweets for me n promised me that within a week or so she wld come to me n treat me at the place of my choice :)on her first salary :)....She took my addres at Mumbai ....I wished her gud luck n moved ....I reached Mumbai at 9:00Am..I had done with my reporting formalities went for lunch n my frnd Kiran called to my cellph .. Iwas having my lunch so disconnected the call ...But still he called me thrice but I dint recieve .....After five minutes I recieved a message which was biggest shock of my life which i will ever have also ..The message said "Revathi has passed away n she is no more with us ".I imediately came out called my dad...... n my father also confirmed ....I dint know what to do n wldnt even get permission to go back ..It might sound filmy but its the truth for the next five minutes I dint speak to anyone went my room sat on the chair n my memory went back from my childhood days what we did .those small fights btwen as ....parties we had been ..places ..movies we watched together ..fights ..food she prepared ....n her sweet smile after that I cldnt control my tears it just burst out ...I cried so much that my eyes turned red my mates came to console me but ..its hard to digest the fact that gud frnd like her has passed away.n m unable to be at funerals tats the last thing which i cld have done for her ..
Infact at the end of completing this post I have tears in my eyes . ...

We alll miss u Revathi..I pray for your soul to rest in peace .....

Heart break my sweet heart was hurt :(

Of alll thing s why did this happen to me hmmm huhh hrr excusme this not something related to the girl who i like (ofcourse if it has to happen then its many :P) ...Hr my sweet heart is reffered to is my bike (I hr you abusing me nvr mind).Of all things what I have is my bike is my fav ..thgh in future if i have girlfrnd or not my bike is first priorty over her :) .....Oh ok how did my sweet heart get hurt ...This happened when I got my bike from Bangalore to pune by Train ....becoz I had shifted to pune as my work demanded ...n the place wr Iam is very far abt 20 km from the city ..so needed own vehicle ....I wasnt interested in getting the bike frm bangalore fear of it getting damaged on the way but had to get it so requested my father to make sure the bike is loaded safe n unloaded after it reached pune ... I reached station on thee day my father came to pune along with my bike ....quickly ran to cargo section wr my bike was kept .. tipped the ppl to get my bike first n safe the was unloaded in platform ..immmediately chked for any scratches any bend ,,,,was happy to see my bike in proper condition n i thnked the ppl who got down thgh it got money from me ...they wr smilling at the way I was inspecting my bike ..I was least bothered went head and asked the incharge to dispatch n give me the gate pass .That guy had lot of attitude he asked me if u r that caring get ur bike urself to the platform n finish the formalities ....I had to drop my ego for the sake of my bike though I cld have flashed my Id n taken him for ride 4 his irresponsible behaviour but didnt want to do as my parents who wr alredy tired long journey needed some rest ....So first I decided to take my parents lugauge to the plt frm no 1 with my frnd ...we reched thr n i got the formalities done was given gate pass went quickly nr bike with the key ..was excited to touch n feel the ride after a very long time....I reached nr the bike now hr what i see a big nasty scrtch on th efront mudguard of my deep ....I was shocked to see that big white scratch on the face my bike ....Was damn sure this hapnd after went to the office for formalities .. i was damn angry over the authorities for thr carelessness went back with my bike to the office brght the incharge blasted him left n right.....with my driver who had come with me to drop my parents came between us stopped the guy who was still justifying tat he had no fault on his side ..bloody helll still not realising the fact tat he dint get the bike from the plt frm2 to 1 and hand over it to me safely as it was b4 .....but no pnt in arguing with him I took my bike came frustrated ..came near the gate the cops waiting to chk the gate pass with thr usual intention of expecting money from evry one asked me also tgh I had all the doc with me .....what ever remaining frustration i took out on them ... my frnd made sure it went out of proportion he came btw asked the cops to sign n let us go ...I felt bad tgh the cop whom i fght was abt my fathers age but lost his respect from me when he asked by my ....came out went to the bunk waiting in the que still staring at the scratch feeling the i made a mistake getting it hr ....But was releaved when i took to the service station wr they promised me tat the few coation n polish will make the scratch disappr

Atlast My First Blog

Atlast I decided to write a blog .....I think since past 2 years I have been wanting to write one but never actually did ...only reason is I am tat damn lazy and I go blank when I try 2 write one.. or to say I dont think of something which I cld write upon . Some how i had convinced my self to write it today ..........